My Singularity...

I never feel alone until
I'm out in some huge crowd
Watching strangers passing by
Holding hands
Smiling in some mysterious code that only two people in the world can understand
I saw a brotha rubbing the womb of his beloved today
The present and the future seemed to lay within his reach
And I couldn't help but feel the beauty of God's way of creating the world anew
I never feel alone until
Now
Until then
And I don't won't to remember what LOVE won't seem to let me forget
YOU and my singularity...
The fact that when I reach out my hand nobody is there to grab it
So this is what lonely feels like
Today the shit SUCKS...

Today...

Mr. Ambiguous

Somehow I figured that if I drove to the furthest ocean, to the farthest land, that if I didn't turn my headlights off till I only saw the world as endless blues and yellows...

That I could escape what it felt like to be embraced in your arms... To have you look at me so intensely that my core shook.

It was as if I knew you, before I knew you, before I knew you...

So I drove to the ocean. Hoping that with each mile I could dig deeper into myself... To find my "piece" of "peace"... My solace.

I watched the sun set on the Atlantic. Pride kept my lips sealed from telling God the truth. It's been months...

I miss you still...

Finding Forever

And the story of LIFE continues...

On December 25, 2011, Ben transcended into FOREVER...

But he left something for us to reflect upon...

That our experiences here are really, really BRIEF...

That it's not about the QUANTITY of years, but more about the QUALITY of years...

That we all in fact are on our way to finding FOREVER...

And how kool is it that a "kid from Cleveland" gave him a piece of peace on his journey too...

Love is Golden,

Family is Love,

And Love is God,

Peace...

R.I.P Ben Breedlove

 I LOVE this spirit of this man's music for real... The "Cudster"

28 Years to Life...

Im finally ready to dive further than I ever have...
Ready to dig deep into the thick of it...
Stand firmly affixed in the funk of it...
LOST, FOUND, and TRANSFORMED by it...

I'm ready... I'm open...

I'm still waiting...

Where are you?

This sounds just like HOPE to me... Thanks Coldplay...