Today...

Mr. Ambiguous

Somehow I figured that if I drove to the furthest ocean, to the farthest land, that if I didn't turn my headlights off till I only saw the world as endless blues and yellows...

That I could escape what it felt like to be embraced in your arms... To have you look at me so intensely that my core shook.

It was as if I knew you, before I knew you, before I knew you...

So I drove to the ocean. Hoping that with each mile I could dig deeper into myself... To find my "piece" of "peace"... My solace.

I watched the sun set on the Atlantic. Pride kept my lips sealed from telling God the truth. It's been months...

I miss you still...